Sometimes, temporary glitches in our path makes us emotionally shattered to a limit from where nothing seems interesting enough to move on..!! At this moment , either we quit completely OR we turned towards GOD for his support. I know..! GOD wouldn't appear suddenly out of nowhere and rescue us from our own paranoia, but still, It gives us Hope!!,,, But...my story is quite different, I asked him something unusual., "I asked him for a chance to continue my Life from my 10th grade..All Over Again"....Yes!!...& he actually listened..!!
Last night after my Temporary Breakdown, next morning i woke up in quite different timeline, It was a School Day..!!,, For few moments i looked myself in a horrific manner, then it came to me suddenly...My wish was Granted after all..!! My mom shouted..... ''School Bus is Outside, r u ready?'', which honestly, i wasn't...., but dude, I still got years of experience with me after all, so i got myself together & managed my first day.
Now, it was time to have a pre Battle Analyis, i mean...What was the reason behind this sudden generosity from GOD?, Is he truly interested in helping me out, or just wanna enjoy watching me suffer all over again?.... I had many doubts striking from from inside. But, i start making-up my mind to do it Right this time...NO Matter What..!! 'I was determined to Change my History'.
Next day : School : that Girl...."I hope u got my point"......,, but before making my "Move", i needed to be ready this time.., ''No more mistakes'', so i actually started making Plans to make it workout this time. My top priority was my 'Physique', which at that time was an only Issue existed in my Universe, So, i started workouts, yoga, and anything i had in mind.., It took me 6 months to get back in suitable shape for 'The Next Move', which unfortunately didn't paid-off,,, 'She Left the School'. Quite an embarrassment, but look at the bright side "I knew 10th Board exam papers'', another Ray of Hope for me...which also didn't paid off actually, since i scored even less then the last time(another Embarrassment).
One after another every Strategy failed, So, It started occurring to me that, "He might doing this on purpose for an Entertainment,,The GOD", One after another, every so-called plan is Backfiring with no actual Returns, which make me come to a conclusion on the Destiny Theory - "What if my Destiny is written this way.!"..."What if it cannot be changed at all..?"..."My Golden Ticket to mend every Wrongs in my past didn't paid off a bit..!!"..."Is He really toying with me..?",,, So basically i'm left with every Bad pain-in-A*s written in my Destiny to experience...All Over Again, which was quite a TORTURE, & i had no idea how to deal with it at all.
After some days, i saw the same girl outside my house, she smiled & nodded at me and i returned the gesture in same way,,,,,, A thought flashed across my mind suddenly...."I can only have one Past, but how can i have only One possible Future..??", surely i'm familiar with my past, but not with the future, which makes it Unpredictable in every way..!!, At that moment my clouded mind start clearing itself & filled me with Hope for the Future.........SUDDENLY ------- "I Woke Up",,,, i wake up at my Present Timeline with my past behind me and my 'Unwritten FUTURE' in front of me..!!, "It was all dream.?" i asked myself, "NO" came a voice from inside my head, & i understood everything, "It was a Lesson" for me to start believing in Future, and respecting the Past by getting over it..!!
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